khali road..

Again this is one of my posts that was in the drafts, representing my state of mind then.

I'm glad that I went through that phase to respect and cherish the phase I'm currently in.

As i waited with Ishwar outside our house in front of a 'khali (empty) road' thoughts flowed..

that road resembled my life.. the road led to many places, many destinations.. people who knew their destinations were clearly guided and taken there by this road..i was in a middle of a good journey.. i stood there wondering where to go or if i should go..!
I always went with people who joined me in the race of life but, din know if that's where exactly i wanted to go and if i should go..!

I don't understand why i don't  know as to what should i be doing.. where should   going.. why am i directionless?  why cant i understand myself what do i really want..?

May be I've never given quality time to myself when needed.. just went with flow.. never thought if i should have gone.. so m lost in the flow trying to find my identity.. do I exist.. or its just ME..!

and should i take this 'khali road'..